I don't know where it's going, will it always feel like this?

[cotton]

It's just another day where I'm wandering ... No outcome is clear ... Just a few guarantees would help...



Like a future plan with my girlfriend.

Feeling sure I'll get to where I'm going with studies.

That there's a worthwhile income at the end of it.

That's there's more of the world I will want to see.



Are we just saving up our energy for these small moments... Where the amount of time spent saving is too much to make the moment worthwhile enough?



I feel like it's a bit insurmountable today :/

 

[WaitingPatiently]

I know that feeling, that time in feels much greater than time out, where payout is not worth the work.

I try to remember that good and bad things happen, included with doing work.

I am not paying for good things with bad things, rather, there is always some sunlight between storms.

Just because it's stormy more often than not, doesn't mean the sunlight should be any less brilliant.

Sorry to be getting so pretentious sounding, but that's the gist of what I try to think about.