fremmiefish
i want to go home ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ
- Jul 8, 2025
- 14
i'm planning to ctb in a few days. i have a 'friend' i met when i was 15 and he was 26 in what was basically an online child exploitation ring. i now have his main account and he's contributed somewhat to some indie projects i won't name.
he told me that that part of him is "basically dead" when we started speaking again but he continued flirt with me when i was still 16 so?? we don't speak as much now but since i'm going to ctb i've been thinking about whether or not i should say something before i do. i don't know if he poses an active risk at this point since he's moved in with his partner (who he was essentially cheating on with me) but i worry that if i don't say anything then maybe he will hurt someone else.
the reason i haven't come forward is because all my evidence of the truly bad stuff he did is gone. and i don't know if people would really care since i'm an adult now. i feel so helpless, i don't want to die without at least someone else knowing but if i fail in my attempt i don't know if i can deal with the fallout that'd follow
he told me that that part of him is "basically dead" when we started speaking again but he continued flirt with me when i was still 16 so?? we don't speak as much now but since i'm going to ctb i've been thinking about whether or not i should say something before i do. i don't know if he poses an active risk at this point since he's moved in with his partner (who he was essentially cheating on with me) but i worry that if i don't say anything then maybe he will hurt someone else.
the reason i haven't come forward is because all my evidence of the truly bad stuff he did is gone. and i don't know if people would really care since i'm an adult now. i feel so helpless, i don't want to die without at least someone else knowing but if i fail in my attempt i don't know if i can deal with the fallout that'd follow
