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kk13

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Feb 2, 2026
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i feel so numb and so lazy i dont know how im gonna do this. Theres nothing stopping me but im so sleepy. I know once i do it i can sleep forever but im so tired and exhausted i just wanna sleep. Im too tired to just get the stool in position or tie the anchor knot.
 
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tonicer

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Nov 13, 2025
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Then do it another day. Sleep longer than usual maybe walk around in the sun a bit and then do what you have to do once you're not as sleepy. You have all the time in the world to prepare. This is a once in a lifetime thing don't rush it. I need a couple of years to finalize my plan too.
 
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take ur time , u can sleep it out. I get it. if there is not enough fuel to motivate , then let it be another day
 
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Then do it another day. Sleep longer than usual maybe walk around in the sun a bit and then do what you have to do once you're not as sleepy. You have all the time in the world to prepare. This is a once in a lifetime thing don't rush it. I need a couple of years to finalize my plan too.
I dont think i can wait another day.
 

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