I don’t know what to do

[persepexa]

I can't stand my life. I am certain I want it to end. But without a source for SN in the UK I have no idea what I can do. Because of my circumstances (living in supported accommodation with 24/7 staff) my options are extremely limited. My hope was to order SN online and intercept the package before anyone got to it. But I just don't know what to do. Hanging might work but I have no place to do it. I have no money to travel and live in a very urban area with very few trees. Not necessarily looking for solutions just wanted to vent my frustration. I just don't want to be here any more, I don't want to do this any more.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, futile existence ever again and I see so much cruelty in how the option to peacefully cease existing is denied, I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to cease existing painlessly, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[persepexa]

I really understand as all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, futile existence ever again and I see so much cruelty in how the option to peacefully cease existing is denied, I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to cease existing painlessly, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

I wish the same for you