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Vanish_18

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Nov 17, 2023
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Hi, I want to vent, really my life has not been bad, compared to that of my parents I have had a pretty happy life, I even have a girlfriend, but still I do not know why I feel so bad, I feel tired of life and many things, and I've been dealing with this for a couple of years, and I feel that I should die, but it scares me a lot, I don't want to suffer and I don't want to die either, I just want to rest and not feel pain, I don't want my girlfriend to suffer in case I die, but I don't know what to do, and I know that my words contradict each other too much, I really don't know what is happening to me, and I don't know what to do.
 
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What is happening to you is you are having an existential crisis. Welcome to the shit show of the duality of consciousness.
 
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