Venting i don’t know what to do

[iheartreb]

the only reason i'm still alive is because of my partner but i'm slowly getting more and more tired and i really wanna jump but i can't stand the thought of my partner dating someone else after my death. it won't matter when i'm dead but i'm not and this thought is keeping me from going through with it and finally experiencing peace. i don't know what to do i don't want someone else to bring them the happiness that i couldn't bring.

 

[undecided]

You don't want to die then, so why don't you go to your gp and get a referral to mental health services? You sound like you're very mixed up in your mind. Get all the help you can, if it's available to you.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like a difficult situation to be in but anyway I wish you the best, I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this existence.