i dont know what to do anymore

[azule]

i am tired of everything, my parents force me to follow a religion i dont believe, they are just homophobic and i wish i could just tell them that im gay and kill myself, there are only 2 people who actually care about me and i am doing everything i can to try and keep up for them, but this just feels too much for me

 

[Astronica]

I'm here if you need someone. I know that it's insufferable right now, but when you get out on your own you will be able to have any religion or lack thereof that you want. I'm sorry that you don't feel like you can be open about your sexuality with your parents. Is this something you know they wouldn't approve of, or have you ever tried to touch on the subject? And for what it's worth, I care.