Venting I don’t know how much longer

[TheEndof]

I've progressed to the point where I am having severe panic attacks every day. I was at a place where I felt very little or I would feel immense sadness and would be able to cry it out or sleep it off. Now, I can't even do either of those things properly because I get attacks that make it impossible for me to breathe properly or relax. I feel like I'm having a heart attack. I'm probably going to go see a doctor soon and hopefully get something to help with these physical symptoms because I can't live like this and the only other alternative is to CTB. I just want to go back to being sad and cut off. I haven't been able to do much of anything all week. It feels like something is building up within me and I just want to get it out.

 

[Epsilon0]

It must be hell living with constant panic attacks. I wish you good luck with your doctor's appointment and I hope he/she can give you some sort of treatment to ease your symptoms. Hang in there, as best you can! You can always post on the forum when it gets unbearable. You are not completely alone @TheEndof !

 

[Oyoy]

It must be hell living with constant panic attacks. I wish you good luck with your doctor's appointment and I hope he/she can give you some sort of treatment to ease your symptoms. Hang in there, as best you can! You can always post on the forum when it gets unbearable. You are not completely alone @TheEndof !

I am having one too. I need a new home. I want to be around someone else who cannot cope. Everyone else keeps doing life when they don't want to. I am the jerk that gave up.