Venting I don't have any options left, I'm scared, and I don't know what to do.

[Usako0504]

I think I'm gonna ctb I think I've actually been cornered this time. I lost my job 2 weeks ago and I've technically already hit the limit on unemployment so I don't qualify for anymore payments. I can't re-open my claim and I've already been on an interview and was ghosted. I don't know what to do I'm so scared, I have no money for food. I have exhuasted every loan I could, my credit is shot, I'm hiding from creditors. My part time job is commissions based and nothing has been coming in. I got rejected from other places I've been applying and I'm panicking. I

I don't know what to do. I don't want to live anymore. I'm terrified. I didn't even do anything worth being fired for at my last job, the CEO came up and screamed at me for having my phone out but i wasn't even on my phone, he explicitly forced my managers to fire me even though they wanted to keep me and I was months ahead of my work.

My ex was supposed to come over today but made up an excuse not to and now I don't think we're gonna talk anymore. I don't have any other people I can rely on and going back to family isn't an option. I hate this, I don't want to die but I don't see any other options and I'm tired and scared. I try really hard and life just keeps coming down on me and I don't know why. I thought things were going to be okay but they never stop getting worst. I'm so tired. Lately I've just been feeling numb ever since I got fired, but hearing that I don't even qualify for unemployment anymore just broke me after hearing that my ex was going to bail on me when I really needed him.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you are in such an awful situation.

I don't want to die but I don't see any other options

I can relate to this though my situation is different but I'm also trapped in it with the desire to die. I really don't know how I could help you out of this situation. Life sometimes is so cruel. I hope you can find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be so awful what you have to go through, it's dreadful how there is too much suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Usako0504]

I'm sorry you are in such an awful situation.

I can relate to this though my situation is different but I'm also trapped in it with the desire to die. I really don't know how I could help you out of this situation. Life sometimes is so cruel. I hope you can find peace.

I hope you can find peace too. Feeling trapped is one of the worst feelings

 

[MrDarkness]

I'm sorry your going through this, life is shit, I hope your able to find peace