Story I Don't Hate Myself Anymore

[Celerity]

It just kills me that this attitude is the bare minimum for the average person but is something I have struggled to have for most of my life.

There are many aspects of my personality, that I would like to change. I wish I were less lazy and more socially charming, but I am not the worst off in these respects by far. I just wish I were not so far "behind" every one else. I feel as if I am beginning a new adolescence at the ripe old age of 30.

 

[hill.berri]

I'm so proud of you! Change isn't easy, and you're managing to go through it. It may be the bare minimum for others, but to you it's probably a big step, and that's what matters. You should focus on your pace and try not to compare yourself to others (although I know is difficult, believe me, I know), because everyone is different and unique in their own way; you're on the way to discover a whole new you.

And tbh, feeling like an adolescent at 30? Consider it awesome! Take advantage of it and have a good time while you're at it too! I wish you all the best friend.

Don't be afraid to message me if you need a friend by your side. Hugs ❤︎