Discussion I dont feel any pain from sh anymore

[lovelulu]

I've been cutting myself for a few years now, with countless different kinds of blades. For some reason now, I barley feel any pain from it anymore. Not even when im actively cutting. if it's relevant I get slightly deep cuts, styro maybe. Anyway, its like I dont feel the pain at all anymore—if I cant feel it anymore, why do I still want to do it? For the blood? The scars? I dont know.

 

[coldworld]

yeah i dont really feel much anymore either but i like the blood

 

[lovelulu]

yeah i dont really feel much anymore either but i like the blood

Yeah, that's really the only satisfying thing, its interesting how even shallow cuts can spill out so much blood.