Venting I don't even feel sad, just empty

[Oguzok]

Yesterday I gave my parrot to other owners, because it became difficult for me to care for him, I am very worried about him and I hope that the new owners will be good, but besides this, my soul is simply empty... I was left completely alone and I had no one to rely on, now I'm running out of money and I need to find a job, but I'm so tired of everything... I'm still holding on, because of my brother or the fear of death, I don't know, just hope I get killed or hit by a car or something

 

[sserafim]

Same. I feel empty as well. I also feel bored. Life is just a chore

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

real. it feels a lot easier to be sad than empty. sorry you had to get rid of your pet, i can't imagine how that must feel.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I feel both empty and sad at different times. Either way, I hope you find peace soon

 

[dragonofenvy]

I feel brief bouts of sadness but it never is able to come to the surface. Guess I got used to hiding everything that I hide it from myself. I wish I could feel sad because at least it's not the nothingness I'm used to.