Venting I don't care anymore

[think.like]

I want to be dead. Not in some time, today. The past few days showed me that some people and my pets will miss me but I don't care anymore. I don't understand why anyone on this planet wants to be alive, I've never met a person who honestly likes their life. If I could I would just send a bomb on our whole motherfucking planet to kill everyone, but If I can't I want to at least be dead myself. There is no reason to be alive anymore, I've tried to recover multiple times but it always comes back worse. I know I'm selfish, I fucking know all of this shit y'all want to tell me now but I just don't care. If someone on this site should be dead it must be me cause i'm the shitest of all shit people in the world. Fuck yeah

 

[IDCAAEBM]

I want to be dead. Not in some time, today. The past few days showed me that some people and my pets will miss me but I don't care anymore. I don't understand why anyone on this planet wants to be alive, I've never met a person who honestly likes their life. If I could I would just send a bomb on our whole motherfucking planet to kill everyone, but If I can't I want to at least be dead myself. There is no reason to be alive anymore, I've tried to recover multiple times but it always comes back worse. I know I'm selfish, I fucking know all of this shit y'all want to tell me now but I just don't care. If someone on this site should be dead it must be me cause i'm the shitest of all shit people in the world. Fuck yeah

I feel this very deeply.

 

[RENOX]

I want to be dead. Not in some time, today. The past few days showed me that some people and my pets will miss me but I don't care anymore. I don't understand why anyone on this planet wants to be alive, I've never met a person who honestly likes their life. If I could I would just send a bomb on our whole motherfucking planet to kill everyone, but If I can't I want to at least be dead myself. There is no reason to be alive anymore, I've tried to recover multiple times but it always comes back worse. I know I'm selfish, I fucking know all of this shit y'all want to tell me now but I just don't care. If someone on this site should be dead it must be me cause i'm the shitest of all shit people in the world. Fuck yeah

Type of shit that you can't share with anyone you know in real life.

 

[fallen.dove]

I want to be dead. Not in some time, today. The past few days showed me that some people and my pets will miss me but I don't care anymore. I don't understand why anyone on this planet wants to be alive, I've never met a person who honestly likes their life. If I could I would just send a bomb on our whole motherfucking planet to kill everyone, but If I can't I want to at least be dead myself. There is no reason to be alive anymore, I've tried to recover multiple times but it always comes back worse. I know I'm selfish, I fucking know all of this shit y'all want to tell me now but I just don't care. If someone on this site should be dead it must be me cause i'm the shitest of all shit people in the world. Fuck yeah

i feel you