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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
450
Couldn't care less about getting married, have kids, grow old together, buy a home, etc. I just want the human experience to end as soon as possible

It's like a Rollercoaster, it has its fun moments but you never want it to last too long let alone forever. If I died today in my sleep then I'd be very happy in the afterlife
 
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bigwomanbigwoman123

bigwomanbigwoman123

bignotwomanbignotwoman123
Sep 9, 2023
94
i feel very similar. none of it feels appealing to me. i honestly dont want it, id rather not
 
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likeblueberries

likeblueberries

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Jan 17, 2026
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I've felt this way since I was like 11. Fuck everything, when will it end?

Now I'm 23 and one of the main reasons I still want to die is because I basically ruined my life and fell behind in every way possible just to still be alive in the end
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

this user is a giant puss
Mar 20, 2023
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to live is to suffer after all
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
340
I really enjoy time spent alone with myself, but I'm not allowed to exist alone forever.
 
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FF777

FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
157
i actually don't care about most of the things you mentioned either, except maybe getting a house..
life doesn't just have to be about marriage and kids.. i don't even do relationships any more and i've never had a desire to have kids..

life can also be about projects or trying to start companies or going out and having fun doing things you like.... going boating or fishing or hanging out with friends or some people are content creators or just lots of things.. there are a lot of different life-styles out there and so i'm wondering if maybe you just haven't found your element yet?.. things might click in to place once you find what your heart really desires out of life..
 
Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
255
It's all a scam and mere distractions to all the absurdities of human life
 
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It's like a Rollercoaster, it has its fun moments but you never want it to last too long let alone forever. If I died today in my sleep then I'd be very happy in the afterlife
You're wise to realize this now. So many times growing up I could have given up. Wish I'd have done it then
 

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