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TimeTraveling4

TimeTraveling4

Member
May 14, 2025
17
I think I'm going to give life a second chance. I tried the SN method with normal salt instead of SN

I got 50ml of water, added 25g of normal table salt to it and drank it to get a feel of what actual SN would be like.

It's really uncomfortable and it's deeply unpleasant. First off, it burns your throat as it goes down because of the salty taste. And right after, you feel like you should drink more water but you can't as that would ruin the protocol.

Secondly, it sits on your stomach. It's like you're suffering from indigestion. You can't feel the salt in your stomach and there's nothing you can do about it. You can't eat anything to get rid of that uncomfortable sensation.

I planned on CTB with sodium nitrite but considering how uncomfortable I was with normal table salt, the real thing would be much worse. I still haven't drunk anything else and the uncomfortable feelings fade but with SN, you'll likely be throwing up and having to drink more after unless you are on strong enough antiemetics.

I hope anyone with the willpower to do this has a test run with normal water and salt first to see what it feels like. It's not as pleasant as it was in my head.
 
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fitoo5999

Student
Jul 23, 2026
173
Well, how say that killing yourself was supposed to be easy?
 
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dirkw83

Experienced
Mar 4, 2026
253
Yeah I'm not gonna be worried about feeling some discomfort in my stomache when I'm literally trying to get off this planet. There are definitely scary things about SN but this isn't it by far..
 
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Serena 2026

Serena 2026

Student
Jan 15, 2026
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I think I'm going to give life a second chance. I tried the SN method with normal salt instead of SN

I got 50ml of water, added 25g of normal table salt to it and drank it to get a feel of what actual SN would be like.

It's really uncomfortable and it's deeply unpleasant. First off, it burns your throat as it goes down because of the salty taste. And right after, you feel like you should drink more water but you can't as that would ruin the protocol.

Secondly, it sits on your stomach. It's like you're suffering from indigestion. You can't feel the salt in your stomach and there's nothing you can do about it. You can't eat anything to get rid of that uncomfortable sensation.

I planned on CTB with sodium nitrite but considering how uncomfortable I was with normal table salt, the real thing would be much worse. I still haven't drunk anything else and the uncomfortable feelings fade but with SN, you'll likely be throwing up and having to drink more after unless you are on strong enough antiemetics.

I hope anyone with the willpower to do this has a test run with normal water and salt first to see what it feels like. It's not as pleasant as it was in my head.
I understand how you feel, and I would also like to do a test run beforehand with N, which is the one in my protocol. That would be impossible in my case, though, because I have the exact amount needed for the CTB and can't afford to waste any on testing. However, you might be able to do another test by applying an anesthetic spray to your tongue first—what do you think? That's what I'm going to do for my protocol. Forgive my ignorance, but couldn't you eat a small piece of chocolate at the end to improve the taste in your mouth—or maybe a lollipop? I plan to do that at the end of my protocol, since they say the taste of N is worse than SN! đŸ˜¬đŸ«¤