I did 3 tabs of LSD and had a psychotic episode where I felt entities were communicating with me

[Feeding Pigeons]

LSD basically personifies your thoughts that you already have into overdrive proportions. So, if you're already depressed, dark and negative, this is what will come forth. Into conspiracy theories? Your mind will conjure the craziest ones. Basically it just changes the way you perceive reality by changing the way the brains chemicals flow on it. In other words, you are literally changing your mind. Your perception, but nothing more than that. It's all in your head. And yes, I have done my fair share of psychedelics so I speak from plenty of experience.

Yep. Wasn't fun for me. It kicked my OCD and germaphobia into overdrive too. It would be good to do if you had like an entire day out in the woods or something. Fuck doing LSD indoors.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

So what is reality but perception? Perception Is reality? The hell and Paradise inhabit inside your mind? You can shape It and create It? Its supossed to be just one only "natural", "correct", "healthy" perception that dictates the "true" reality? The "universal" And all the others are just malfunctions and diseases? "Unreal realitys" then what the fuck Is reality?....the hell of a Man could be the Paradise of another?...

Sorry im drunk... oooh this Is another perception too another reality.

Huh? Not sure if you're mocking me or asking a serious question.

 

[Death_the_kid]

Huh? Not sure if you're mocking me or asking a serious question.

Asking a serious philosopical cuestion about the true nature of the Entity called reality. i just had one two days ago this...change in cerebral chemistry when my brain was burning in flames from a terrible sepsis fever that i still suffer right now, soaked in sweat no drugs needed, And me too see one of this fucking things "pain feeding beings" you name them, oh my fucking god i never think my mind was capable to create such infernal imagery, i cant describe It even close....was..like a fucking mummy with a nun dress her eyes like the ones of the aliens named "the greys" big and completely dark emotionless she was sitting with face semi inclined like a granny in contemplation, the line of her lips horizontal no smile,but all!!! In the eyes in the mouth scream a sadistic pleasure then i say without talking with my toughts...so you are the death? No? And the pleasure in the face only grow More, then i scream no you are other thing!! And the enjoyment grows More in that fucking thing.

That thing stay changing positions in my room all night smiling without smile And i screaming without noise you fucking thing!!!! Go away!! Convulsing in sweat and fever.

Once i ask a friend the same thing i say reality Is perception he says noup reality Is movement, i say then why when you have a hard fever all seems like going in slow motion Cam? he says and what you thing that the heath makes to the particles?...make them move, movement...

 

[TooConscious]

I had an experience that scared me from high dose anything on 4g of shrooms. It was like a force of some kind wanted me in absolute fear it definitely doesn't seem like a manifestation of your own thoughts from altered perceptions.
There definitely more to this reality, sadly.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Let's gooo! Reapers stand no chance.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Asking a serious philosopical cuestion about the true nature of the Entity called reality. i just had one two days ago this...change in cerebral chemistry when my brain was burning in flames from a terrible sepsis fever that i still suffer right now, soaked in sweat no drugs needed, And me too see one of this fucking things "pain feeding beings" you name them, oh my fucking god i never think my mind was capable to create such infernal imagery, i cant describe It even close....was..like a fucking mummy with a nun dress her eyes like the ones of the aliens named "the greys" big and completely dark emotionless she was sitting with face semi inclined like a granny in contemplation, the line of her lips horizontal no smile,but all!!! In the eyes in the mouth scream a sadistic pleasure then i say without talking with my toughts...so you are the death? No? And the pleasure in the face only grow More, then i scream no you are other thing!! And the enjoyment grows More in that fucking thing.

That thing stay changing positions in my room all night smiling without smile And i screaming without noise you fucking thing!!!! Go away!! Convulsing in sweat and fever.

Once i ask a friend the same thing i say reality Is perception he says noup reality Is movement, i say then why when you have a hard fever all seems like going in slow motion Cam? he says and what you thing that the heath makes to the particles?...make them move, movement...

I was just talking about LSD. Most of the time I took it while I was in a happy state of mind and that's how I felt the entire trip. But there was one very horrible time when I took it while I was scared and paranoid. That was definitely a bad trip and it was literally like I was stuck in a living nightmare. Point was is when you take it, it definitely intensifies how you see the world. Because everyone sees it differently because of their experiences or illnesses both mental and physical. No two people see the world the same.

 

[Death_the_kid]

I had an experience that scared me from high dose anything on 4g of shrooms. It was like a force of some kind wanted me in absolute fear it definitely doesn't seem like a manifestation of your own thoughts from altered perceptions.
There definitely more to this reality, sadly.

Very sadly my friend and More than sadly a posible horrific and terrifying thing that belongs to this reality like you said, its not the only encounter i had with something of the like.

Sometimes i usually used to call them Shadows or Shadow people knowing they where there tasting my depression, but i only turn around in my bed and say okay look all you want i let you be guys, and close my eyes and sleep, all this sobber no alcohol no drugs no fever only depression....but fuck!!! This incident in the middle of the mad pain of my sepsis.. thats fucking evil!!! sadness = light meal but sadness + desperation
+ pain + fear + expectancy of death (severe sepsis posible death for renal failure) equal a Caesars banquete and maybe only maybe...if not a delirium you summoned one of this shits...i still can't forget about her....It..

 

[TooConscious]

Very sadly my friend and More than sadly a posible horrific and terrifying thing that belongs to this reality like you said, its not the only encounter i had with something of the like.

Sometimes i usually used to call them Shadows or Shadow people knowing they where there tasting my depression, but i only turn around in my bed and say okay look all you want i let you be guys, and close my eyes and sleep, all this sobber no alcohol no drugs no fever only depression....but fuck!!! This incident in the middle of the mad pain of my sepsis.. thats fucking evil!!! sadness = light meal but sadness + desperation
+ pain + fear + expectancy of death (severe sepsis posible death for renal failure) equal a Caesars banquete and maybe only maybe...if not a delirium you summoned one of this shits...i still can't forget about her....It..

Hope you stabilize soon, it does get back to a typical normality after a couple of weeks. I've suffered sepsis and alcohol withdrawal with major delerium whilst I was in agony with pancreatitis also starving and malnourished dehydrated because you can't eat or drink. I remember too much was 'going on' in the environment to even think about entities, your talking entire clans of mercenaries hired by everyone who doesn't like me trying to get to me to torture me. This life is a horror show and people will laugh at us until it happens to them if not sooner the when they've out stayed their welcome and are riddled with dementia

 

[treetop.grazer]

They told me my life was cursed and that I would only get worse from here. They also told me that they were already in control of the earth and that they've decided to take control and wipe us out before we get too powerful. They said this was the nature of the universe and it must happen or it might happen to them.

Funnily enough everything about me has deteriorated over the last two years. My hairlines receding, people have lost all respect for me, I've had insomnia with 4 hours of sleep per night, my family are losing contact with me. I have no friends, girlfriends and life seems to be a struggle every day.

I didn't hear voices, but it was more of a telepathic thing. I personally don't believe it as I'm not a spiritual guy.

But my life does definitely feel cursed

This made me lol as it reminds me so much of my first time on LSD where I took 3 tabs (I remember they were strawberries) on my first ever go and was not prepared for the mind bending night ahead.

I was a student and had got in the lift (elevator) down from my room to go out and there was a guy in there. That lift journey took what in my mind was a whole day to get down to ground floor as the guy was telling me, much like in the movie "they live" mankind had already been infiltrated and that soon the announcement would be made public :)

 

[Capsicum_Corral]

I ate several THC gummies yesterday and was blasted into an alternate dimension. It was pretty much like an 8 hour acid trip but much more lucid. I spoke with my Higher Self in the 5th dimension who assured me everything will be ok and showed me I just have to be good and do the right thing. I do that anyway. Yeah it all sounds crazy and maybe I'm losing the plot, but I've had several of these experiences in the past few months.

Name of the gummies? That sounds way too intense, but a half a gummy might be doable. One of the local stores probably carries them.

 

[Sister of the Moon]

Name of the gummies? That sounds way too intense, but a half a gummy might be doable. One of the local stores probably carries them.

Stoney Patch Kids. Like Sour Patch Kids, with an extra kick.