I decided to give life a one more try.

[ryla2090]

I was ready to CTB(Hanging, Jumping), but after all those hours in this site, as well as my older brother visiting, I've abandoned that plan for now, and just reach out to someone, vent, and get the help I need. After thinking about it for a while, I realized that I've never talked about my darkest, most deep-set problems with anyone, and that it was consuming me, and that it has nearly succeeded in doing so. So, I decided to stop the attempts, and face the consequences of my self-destructive actions, and overcome my deepest fears, and my problems. So, thank you all, really, you guys really resurrected me from death and helped me find the courage to face my problems head-on.

 

[justfloating]

I was ready to CTB(Hanging, Jumping), but after all those hours in this site, as well as my older brother visiting, I've abandoned that plan for now, and just reach out to someone, vent, and get the help I need. After thinking about it for a while, I realized that I've never talked about my darkest, most deep-set problems with anyone, and that it was consuming me, and that it has nearly succeeded in doing so. So, I decided to stop the attempts, and face the consequences of my self-destructive actions, and overcome my deepest fears, and my problems. So, thank you all, really, you guys really resurrected me from death and helped me find the courage to face my problems head-on.

Im so proud of you. I think thats an amazing step in the right direction

 

[reesespiecesaregood]

Wow, just saw this post after posting something super similar about this site. I feel SS might be saving me, slowly.

I'm so happy for you. Shit, it's making me cry. Is this what they call a "breakthrough" in therapy? Lol. It's an awesome feeling to see someone else experiencing the same realization.

Whether you stay on SS or not, I hope you get to where you need to be. Day by day. Recovery is a brave thing.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

It's always good to see posts like this. This place is way more then just methods and has probably saved countless people. Keep up the good work and we're here if you ever need to talk or vent!

 

[Sensei]

Way to go! If wish you all the luck and I'm sure you'll succeed in recovering. You're a fighter. :)

 

[faust]

Hello, I am glad you found the way out and are determined to give a life a new try
If you feel, that you need help and support, always feel free to talk to us

 

[tuto170]

I was ready to CTB(Hanging, Jumping), but after all those hours in this site, as well as my older brother visiting, I've abandoned that plan for now, and just reach out to someone, vent, and get the help I need. After thinking about it for a while, I realized that I've never talked about my darkest, most deep-set problems with anyone, and that it was consuming me, and that it has nearly succeeded in doing so. So, I decided to stop the attempts, and face the consequences of my self-destructive actions, and overcome my deepest fears, and my problems. So, thank you all, really, you guys really resurrected me from death and helped me find the courage to face my problems head-on.

I am happy that you continue on living, I have decided that as well. Even though I have debilitating disability and makes everyday life almost unbearable i keep on living, probably meds are kicking in, I dont know.

 

[All an illusion]

Keep on fighting ryla...you have purpose here whether you know it or not....you are loved

 

[BPD Barbie]

Very proud and very happy that you've decided to give it another go. I'm cheering for you and hoping you make it. Well done, be proud of all the small things you achieve and don't be too harsh on yourself. You got this