I decided not to ctb until my parents will pass away

[Retroguy]

My dad is 70 next year and my mom is 67 next year.
I will wait until they both pass and then I will ctb.
They are the only people in the world who care about me. besides my sisters, but they have their own familes now and sisters are not like parents, it's not the same.

Once my parents will die, I will have no one in the world who cares about me.

Then I will ctb.

Anyways , you are all amazing people and I wish you all the best.

Mods please delete my account.

 

[リンさん]

Same here. My mom is the only person in this world who genuinely cares about me, and the only person in my life as of right now.

I may not CTB right after she passes, but I will definitely not do it until then.

 

[アホペンギン]

I wish you the best with your plans and I'm glad you're doing what you feel is best, avoiding hurting your parents. Best wishes.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best as well.

 

[ghostkid]

I would like to do that too, at least wait till my mom is dead (i don't think my dad gives a shit about me). But she's not even 60 yet, so I'd have to wait soooo long. I don't think i can do this.
Even my grandparents are still alive, all four of them! I'm grateful for that but it must me kinda weird to outlive you own GRANDchild. But I'm not even sure if I have the strength to stay alive till they die first.

 

[FadingSunshine]

Ah, I feel the same way, I hope I can last that long but I fear that my expiration date is close.

 

[SpiritualDeath]

My ideal ctb is with my mom (I want this to be consensual obviously)...
She's the only one I actually care about in this world. I don't want to leave her in this world, suffering in this existence (as she has already suffered a lot) and since I mean it when I say death is a better state I would really like her to come with me...
It's just so sad that she's pro-life as hell and there's absolutely no way to talk her into this. I can't even mention my true thoughts and feelings in front of her.
It's devastating that I may eventually have to leave her behind.