I couldn't do it

[cosmic-realism]

Yesterday,I was supposed to go out.But over the last three days,I was on anxiety medication due to severe stress.It messed up everything.

 

[SVEN]

That's okay, Cosmic, there'll always be another 'bus. Maybe just work on settling yourself down just now, as much as you can. Once you're back on a more even keel you might be better able to decide exactly where you go from here.
Best wishes with what you're coping with at the moment.

 

[cosmic-realism]

That's okay, Cosmic, there'll always be another 'bus. Maybe just work on settling yourself down just now, as much as you can. Once you're back on a more even keel you might be better able to decide exactly where you go from here.
Best wishes with what you're coping with at the moment.

I hate that I am such a loser.My method requires deep planning so I can't do anything on impulse at all.


I just know that living a normal life is not for someone like me.There has been no normal in my life,not once in my 21 years of misery.Forced to grow up early in life.Thank you for wishing me.Lots of love!!

 

[maniac116]

There's no shame in not leaving the planet!

 

[cosmic-realism]

There's no shame in not leaving the planet!

Everyday that I live,I am forced to witness things get worse by the minute in my life.Is there even a need of a life like this?I don't want this at all.I just want to be able to go out on will.



Ironically,some very strange things have been happening to me.An acquaintance of mine,started to act too friendly and borderline flirtaious these few days.This hasn't happened to me before at all.Now I am fixated on that.As a means to run away from all my problems.It feels like the perfect escape to think about.


I am so pathetic that,if I get a text or call from this person,my pre-frontal cortex will fry from the impact.

 

[midstarscream]

Everyday that I live,I am forced to witness things get worse by the minute in my life.Is there even a need of a life like this?I don't want this at all.I just want to be able to go out on will.

Same. Life keeps spiraling out of control every minute, and it only conspires against me. I don't think life is worth all the appeal any more. If things get out of hand, I am going to tell it to fuck off.