I couldn't do it

[bojackgoes]

I made the SN drink last night and went to a field. I just couldn't get myself to drink it. I kept thinking about my parents.

I want this to be over and I'm scared I might never have the courage.

 

[Coconteppi]

Hope you're feeling okay! Best of wishes! :)

 

[Ephemeron]

Your feelings are not uncommon.

Everyone has their time. Don't fret about it.

 

[LunarLight]

SI can be a bitch. Sleep on it, you have time.

 

[whywere]

Like so many other great family members on here have said, and so very true, you have plenty of time to think it over. Always remember that it is one and done.

I never had parents that liked me, in fact they hated me from day one since I turned out to be a male child instead of a female, and having loving parents and also quality time with them is a forever lasting set of memories that are for eternity.

I care about you deeply, as if there is one aspect about me on here is everything is 100% from the heart, I wear on heart and emotions on my sleeve.

Sending you lots of huge hugs, love, a lot of caring thoughts and the knowledge that are a very intelligent and loving soul, just so darn wonderful.

Walter