I am a news junkie. I watch and read a lot of news. But this just triggers me so fucking much. Maybe that is irrational but it is even way more infuriating than the war. (Obivously the war is horrible.) Probably because it has a real influence on my life.
I am so sick of reading about it. There is one media from Switzerland which has pretty good stances on that topic. I still read that. But today is a discussion/ debate in the German parliament how to enable assisted suicide. I just hate these people. I despise them for some stances. It is illegal to insult politicians in my country so I won't do that.
I know some journalists with horrible assisted suicide takes. I am getting really mad when I listen to them.
The situation is the following. The German highest court ruled 2020 due the amazing judge Prof. Dr. Andreas Voßkuhle that assisted suicide is a universal right in Germany. Not only for terminal ill people also for mentally ill and even healthy people. I can remember the day I was so fucking happy.
Then there were elections. I rooted for the leftwingers also because the conservatives still want to criminalize assisted suicide. Some conservatives really have argumented to ignore the highest German court. So they want to ignore the constitution...I can't respect these people.
The conservatives lost the election. But the compromise on assisted suicide the current draft is still horrendous. They want to make a bill which obviously contradicts the nature of the court ruling. Their arguments are horrible and contradict the constitutional ruling. The obstacles/hurdles to get it will be very high. Probably impossible for me.
The only thing I cling hope to is the following. Either the conservatives block even this bill with extreme hurdles because in their insane minds it is still too liberal. (LMAO). In this case assisted suicide would maintain unregulated. Or the highest court will intervene and say that the law is unconstitutional. In practice probably the assisted suicide organizations will sue against that bill. The big problem the highest judge Voßkuhle is not part of the court anymore. Instead a former christian conservative is now the highest judge....
If people will read this one day when I am dead. Here is the reasoning why I have not waited for the official way to commit suicide. I really would prefer if there was an official way how one could die. It feels horrible to get criminalized when one wants to go peacefully. This is all so cynical. The ruling gave me so much hope. In the end I will probably be disappointed. My deep wish was that assisted suicide would become for free. Nowadays it costs so much money. At the end of my life I will probably not have enough money to afford that. So I probably have to feel like a criminal when I kill myself.
I am so sick of reading about it. There is one media from Switzerland which has pretty good stances on that topic. I still read that. But today is a discussion/ debate in the German parliament how to enable assisted suicide. I just hate these people. I despise them for some stances. It is illegal to insult politicians in my country so I won't do that.
I know some journalists with horrible assisted suicide takes. I am getting really mad when I listen to them.
The situation is the following. The German highest court ruled 2020 due the amazing judge Prof. Dr. Andreas Voßkuhle that assisted suicide is a universal right in Germany. Not only for terminal ill people also for mentally ill and even healthy people. I can remember the day I was so fucking happy.
Then there were elections. I rooted for the leftwingers also because the conservatives still want to criminalize assisted suicide. Some conservatives really have argumented to ignore the highest German court. So they want to ignore the constitution...I can't respect these people.
The conservatives lost the election. But the compromise on assisted suicide the current draft is still horrendous. They want to make a bill which obviously contradicts the nature of the court ruling. Their arguments are horrible and contradict the constitutional ruling. The obstacles/hurdles to get it will be very high. Probably impossible for me.
The only thing I cling hope to is the following. Either the conservatives block even this bill with extreme hurdles because in their insane minds it is still too liberal. (LMAO). In this case assisted suicide would maintain unregulated. Or the highest court will intervene and say that the law is unconstitutional. In practice probably the assisted suicide organizations will sue against that bill. The big problem the highest judge Voßkuhle is not part of the court anymore. Instead a former christian conservative is now the highest judge....
If people will read this one day when I am dead. Here is the reasoning why I have not waited for the official way to commit suicide. I really would prefer if there was an official way how one could die. It feels horrible to get criminalized when one wants to go peacefully. This is all so cynical. The ruling gave me so much hope. In the end I will probably be disappointed. My deep wish was that assisted suicide would become for free. Nowadays it costs so much money. At the end of my life I will probably not have enough money to afford that. So I probably have to feel like a criminal when I kill myself.
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