• If you haven't yet, we highly encourage you to check out our Recovery Resources thread!
  • Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

migimortis

migimortis

Love It Or Waste It.
Jan 15, 2024
149
When I joined this site, I had a plan. I told myself I would kill myself within 30 days. I didn't want to be endlessly stuck contemplating suicide, abusing drugs and doing nothing about it, watching my life pass before my eyes. I've already done enough of that. I have no house, no car, no IRL friends or relationships, no money, no career nothing. I could be homeless soon too. I've wasted a significant part of my life. I refused to waste anymore.

If I didn't die within 30 days, I would commit to recovery. I'm now on day 31.

I'm sticking to the plan.

I Choose Life.
 
  • Like
  • Love
  • Hugs
Reactions: Unknown User, 26mmmm, buyersremorse and 22 others
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,280
"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life…"

-Trainspotting (movie)

Choosing life isnt bad. It just reminded me of this monologue from a movie.

Sequel monologue. I don't think it's as good.

"Choose life
Choose Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and hope that someone, somewhere cares
Choose looking up old flames, wishing you'd done it all differently
And choose watching history repeat itself
Choose your future
Choose reality TV, slut shaming, revenge porn
Choose a zero hour contract, a two hour journey to work
And choose the same for your kids, only worse, and smother the pain with an unknown dose of an unknown drug made in somebody's kitchen
And then… take a deep breath
You're an addict, so be addicted
Just be addicted to something else
Choose the ones you love
Choose your future
Choose life"
 
Last edited:
  • Yay!
Reactions: ctvunny and migimortis
migimortis

migimortis

Love It Or Waste It.
Jan 15, 2024
149
"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life…"

-Trainspotting (movie)
How amusing.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Ambivalent1
UnrepentantSunrise

UnrepentantSunrise

Member
Feb 15, 2024
19
I respect the fuck out of you bro you made a commitment and you're keeping to it
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: whywere, RosesFlourish and migimortis
Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
710
Wish you the best on your journey and for what it's worth, sticking to the plan is always a good idea, specially if it's your plan.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: whywere, LoiteringClouds and migimortis
SeaBreeze

SeaBreeze

Suicideation?
Jul 11, 2023
146
I like your idea and the changes you made to the plan. I'm in a somewhat similar situation with choices being made, still appreciating life . Positive outlook is what I still enjoy the most.
Have a great life:smiling:
 
  • Love
Reactions: whywere and kawaiiphantom
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,879
That's awesome to read! Wishing you nothing but love and strength on your to recovery 🤗
 
  • Love
Reactions: whywere and kawaiiphantom
kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
When I joined this site, I had a plan. I told myself I would kill myself within 30 days. I didn't want to be endlessly stuck contemplating suicide, abusing drugs and doing nothing about it, watching my life pass before my eyes. I've already done enough of that. I have no house, no car, no IRL friends or relationships, no money, no career nothing. I could be homeless soon too. I've wasted a significant part of my life. I refused to waste anymore.

If I didn't die within 30 days, I would commit to recovery. I'm now on day 31.

I'm sticking to the plan.

I Choose Life.
PROUD OF U DUDE ❤️❤️❤️❤️ !!!!
 
  • Love
Reactions: whywere
Katdogg

Katdogg

Member
Jan 31, 2024
69
Are you going to reach out for help?

When I hit bottom (true homelessness) I had family to lean on.

Sounds like you are ready for change. As an internet stranger I am wishing you the best of luck. :)
 
  • Love
Reactions: whywere and kawaiiphantom
cetacea

cetacea

underwater
Nov 8, 2023
92
Thank you for committing to life. Yours is precious. You can do this
 
  • Love
Reactions: whywere
celestialsloth

celestialsloth

Member
Mar 4, 2024
5
When I joined this site, I had a plan. I told myself I would kill myself within 30 days. I didn't want to be endlessly stuck contemplating suicide, abusing drugs and doing nothing about it, watching my life pass before my eyes. I've already done enough of that. I have no house, no car, no IRL friends or relationships, no money, no career nothing. I could be homeless soon too. I've wasted a significant part of my life. I refused to waste anymore.

If I didn't die within 30 days,
I wish you all the strength and courage to stick with your choice
 
  • Love
Reactions: whywere
corvidaee

corvidaee

Eve's bloodline, the tainted daughter
Aug 1, 2023
6
There is strength to commitment. Your choice is invaluable. It is yours and no one else's. I respect your choice to keep on going.
 
CuriosityAndCat

CuriosityAndCat

Nothing is true. Everything is permitted.
Nov 2, 2023
311
Rooting for you! Is there certain thoughts or likes that youre avoiding that turned you to drugs?
 

Similar threads

bussy
Replies
11
Views
511
Suicide Discussion
cryptoinvestor
C
sanction
Replies
9
Views
353
Suicide Discussion
sanction
sanction
lawlietsph
Replies
11
Views
506
Suicide Discussion
Unknown21
Unknown21