I can't

[lost_one]

I know I said six months, but it has been a full month of sould searching, and reseach, and trying to figure things out, trying to find reasoning, to be able to move on. And the truth is there is nothing I can do, I wish I knew at least if that person is doing ok, maybe that would give me solace, but I haven't been able to find her. I want to live but existence is unberable cause I hate myself too much to live better, I am thinking of speeding up the time line I don't think I can do 5 more months of this. I am thinking the 23 of this month. I at east managed to get some things in order, others well I just dont think I am strong enough

 

[rllysuper]

I know EXACTLY how you feel. I hope you find peace in whatever you decide

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it unbearable to suffer in this existence, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[human909]

I really understand living in this trash world made you feel this way, hope you find peace soon.