AntHills
Degenerate
- Aug 31, 2022
- 71
Everybody treats me like trash. I can't even articulate how much effort I put into being kind to everybody I meet. I don't even think I have the capacity to intentionally treat people poorly.
Obviously I've made mistakes, but I sincerely don't understand how somebody can treat people the way I'm treated on a daily basis. If they're not outright horrible, they are inconsiderate at the very least.
I actually can't tolerate it anymore. It's like I'm surrounded by sociopathic vampires who want to drain all of the ambition and enthusiasm from my soul. I can't even have a normal conversation without being disregarded, interrupted, misinterpreted, or outright spat upon.
It's like these people are making an active effort to cause psychological cancer for shits and giggles. I don't get it. Why can't most of these shitters even muster up enough cognitive empathy to muscle through thirty seconds of human interaction without being fucking heartless and disrespectful?
Why can't I get through a single day without having the desire to remove my brain from my fucking head even further reinforced by almost everybody I have to speak to?
I'm exhausted, and I'm doing everything I can to hold on for the people that matter to me, but even those people treat me like a sub-human garbage bin.
Fuck everybody. Not you, of course, but everybody else and their vile behavior and their undercooked neanderthalic brains. They're all parasitic, sick, and sadistic.
Lol
Obviously I've made mistakes, but I sincerely don't understand how somebody can treat people the way I'm treated on a daily basis. If they're not outright horrible, they are inconsiderate at the very least.
I actually can't tolerate it anymore. It's like I'm surrounded by sociopathic vampires who want to drain all of the ambition and enthusiasm from my soul. I can't even have a normal conversation without being disregarded, interrupted, misinterpreted, or outright spat upon.
It's like these people are making an active effort to cause psychological cancer for shits and giggles. I don't get it. Why can't most of these shitters even muster up enough cognitive empathy to muscle through thirty seconds of human interaction without being fucking heartless and disrespectful?
Why can't I get through a single day without having the desire to remove my brain from my fucking head even further reinforced by almost everybody I have to speak to?
I'm exhausted, and I'm doing everything I can to hold on for the people that matter to me, but even those people treat me like a sub-human garbage bin.
Fuck everybody. Not you, of course, but everybody else and their vile behavior and their undercooked neanderthalic brains. They're all parasitic, sick, and sadistic.
Lol
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