i cant stop using ketamine

[Sakura.]

K usually makes me feel like I'm on another planet and I can't really function so I tend to use it a lot less, but I get how you feel. Tbh I've been thinking about using coke and drinking about a day before I try to commit exactly because studies have been showing that, in the comedown from this combo, you are approximately 7 times more likely to actually try to off yourself. If you are thinking about recovery I would advise staying away from both these substances.
Have you ever used medication like naltrexone? It is one of many medications that help with withdrawal symptoms and eases the urge to use drugs/nicotine/alcohol

I tried to find a picture for you that combines Fruits Basket and Needy Streamer Overload, but there isn't one!

Happy birthday!