I'm so sorry living like this is too much everyday I'm being tormented. I can't get access to SN, I haven't got the courage to jump from the clifftop. I want to die peacefully every single day I'm battling with depression nothing feels good. I get no enjoyment from music, complete loss of interest in everything. Going for a walk doesn't help I get no enjoyment or satisfaction from anything this is unbearable. I don't know what it feels like to be happy I feel so cold and distant towards people. I'm so so sorry for everything I don't mean to be like this. Please is there a method that I can use to kill myself peacefully? Please help me please I'm so sorry.
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Nitrogen is pretty peaceful from what I've heard, not sure about specifics though.
A part of me strongly believes that since we didn't have a peaceful life, there's no reason to expect a peaceful death. It's something I've been getting used to over the last few weeks.
Look how we're born. Babies come out screaming and flailing and crying bloody murder. Maybe that's how death is supposed to be as well.
If we know the earth is cruel; that life is unspeakably evil... Why would we expect any kind of mercy in death? We're built to avoid pain, but has any of us been spared?
If we really think about it - think about what we've been through - how likely is it for us to avoid pain in death when we couldn't avoid it all our lives?
It's kind of illogical. Especially since life and death are undoubtedly connected.
It's like scaling a bumpy, scratchy rope: what makes us think it will suddenly smooth out at the end when the entire climb has been bumpy and scratchy?
When I look at suicide like that, I start coming to terms with the fact that I'm going to have to endure a little more pain in order to get out of here.
Look how we're born. Babies come out screaming and flailing and crying bloody murder. Maybe that's how death is supposed to be as well.
If we know the earth is cruel; that life is unspeakably evil... Why would we expect any kind of mercy in death? We're built to avoid pain, but has any of us been spared?
If we really think about it - think about what we've been through - how likely is it for us to avoid pain in death when we couldn't avoid it all our lives?
It's kind of illogical. Especially since life and death are undoubtedly connected.
It's like scaling a bumpy, scratchy rope: what makes us think it will suddenly smooth out at the end when the entire climb has been bumpy and scratchy?
When I look at suicide like that, I start coming to terms with the fact that I'm going to have to endure a little more pain in order to get out of here.
There is hope for you.
Experimental depression treatment is nearly 80% effective in controlled study
In a double-blind controlled study, high doses of magnetic brain stimulation, given on an accelerated timeline and individually targeted, caused remission in 79% of trial participants with severe depression.
med.stanford.edu
Please wait it out.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,338
Unfortunately all that anyone can do with methods is to do their own research and decide what is best for themselves. Suicide really isn't that straightforward, if it was then I would have already left.
It seems as though only those who are very lucky die a peaceful death, I envy them a lot. There is nothing more ideal than to peacefully pass away and be free from everything. But I do understand that it can be so awful feeling trapped in a life that is just endless and constant suffering with no relief. I wish you freedom.
It seems as though only those who are very lucky die a peaceful death, I envy them a lot. There is nothing more ideal than to peacefully pass away and be free from everything. But I do understand that it can be so awful feeling trapped in a life that is just endless and constant suffering with no relief. I wish you freedom.
I'm trying so hard to wait it out, the thoughts everything is so unbearable. I can't even listen to music as I get no enjoyment or satisfaction and that's with everything in my life. I've tried many antidepressants but found no relief. My feel good feelings aren't there, no joy, excitement, love nothing. My psychiatrist hasn't even suggested the magnetic brain stimulation. I can't afford to go private.There is hope for you.
Experimental depression treatment is nearly 80% effective in controlled study
In a double-blind controlled study, high doses of magnetic brain stimulation, given on an accelerated timeline and individually targeted, caused remission in 79% of trial participants with severe depression.
Please wait it out.
I feel the same way, no enjoyment from anything anymore
Inert Gas Exit Bag Mega Thread has the Nitrogen option, takes time and money tho
The society and the politicians do everything they can to avoid human death. People are expected to suffer as long as possible before they die. Peaceful death is for our pets, people who can afford physician assisted suicide and prisoners sentenced to death. I think that we others have to forget about a peaceful death - why would death be easy when life is hard?
niiina
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- Aug 20, 2022
- 232
I'm sorry you're going through that, we're in the same boat here tho, I feel exactly like you but with a good dose of despair and pain.
For the method it seems to me there are not completely peaceful (available) methods to ctb, you need to seek for what suits you the best tho as that's extremely personal
Hope you find what you're looking for
For the method it seems to me there are not completely peaceful (available) methods to ctb, you need to seek for what suits you the best tho as that's extremely personal
Hope you find what you're looking for
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