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TrashiestCat

New Member
Aug 1, 2026
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I can't seem to find the sweet spot no matter what I do.

Whether up, middle or down the neck, I only get that head explosion feeling which I assume comes from the jugular vein.

I've never gotten that lightheaded feeling.

Please, I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I've been trying and adjusting for almost a week now, nothing's working.

I dunno wtf is up with my neck's anatomy.

At this point, I've gotten so tired of trying that I'm thinking of attempting FSH later tonight, since maybe, with my entire body weight, the pressure would finally be enough to compress the carotid arteries and cause me to pass out quickly.

But I'm getting scared that even with Full Suspension, I won't be able to compress my carotid and I'd end up slowly suffocating while being completely immersed in that head explosion feeling.

This thought is fucking terrifying me and might just strengthen my hesitation.

Does anyone have an idea on how I can better look for my sweet spot, I Really dont know what to do anymore.
 
YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
227
Have you tried with your hands only? I had no luck until I actually started using my rope. You need A LOT of pressure on the carotids to hit them. I'd redo the same thing (trying placing the noose higher or lower). Padding can be a massive game changer with two folded pairs of socks on each side of your neck.
 
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