Help I can’t find or initiate a plan (USA)

[walkingdead2023]

I'm hoping to find some type of assistance here! I can't get SN or N, too scared to shoot myself even tho I ordered a rifle yesterday just to have. I want to take something by mouth and sleep like die in a peaceful way. Do you guys know if there is any resources I can buy?

 

[annointed_towers]

Doesn't exist

 

[walkingdead2023]

Doesn't exist

I read articles about suicide from sleeping pills! I think they do have resources it's just not listed here.. I'm searching

 

[waningmoth]

I read articles about suicide from sleeping pills! I think they do have resources it's just not listed here.. I'm searching

The sleeping pills that used to be used for suicides were barbiturates which arnt regularly prescribed anymore. N is a barbiturate and used to be used for sleeping

 

[walkingdead2023]

The sleeping pills that used to be used for suicides were barbiturates which arnt regularly prescribed anymore. N is a barbiturate and used to be used for sleeping

Oh ok so we can't get them online?

 

[waningmoth]

not easily, dark net possibly.

 

[walkingdead2023]

not easily, dark net possibly.

I'm going to try ordering from websites they claim they have N, let's see how that goes! I have to end my life I can't continue with this exhausting feelings I have at nights I'm just not happy will never be. I have to pretend I'm normal everyday and I can't keep doing that

 

[Argo]

I'm going to try ordering from websites they claim they have N, let's see how that goes! I have to end my life I can't continue with this exhausting feelings I have at nights I'm just not happy will never be. I have to pretend I'm normal everyday and I can't keep doing that

Do not do that, those are scams.

 

[walkingdead2023]

Do not do that, those are scams.

So there is no option right?

 

[Croww]

Damn if I had a gun I would not be here. If you aim it at the brain stem, it an instant death and peaceful death. Look up the gun guide, I think that's the best and most peaceful method for you.

 

[Argo]

So there is no option right?

Well there are probably options and possibilities, but they involve a lot of work and care and research. This is not something you ever achieve in an instantaneous way. So slowing down will benefit you no matter what.

 

[walkingdead2023]

Damn if I had a gun I would not be here. If you aim it at the brain stem, it an instant death and peaceful death. Look up the gun guide, I think that's the best and most peaceful method for you.

I never used one before I'm going to practice and see if I can do this! I heard shotgun is painless, the problem is the after math I don't want anyone from my family to see that!

 

[Croww]

I never used one before I'm going to practice and see if I can do this! I heard shotgun is painless, the problem is the after math I don't want anyone from my family to see that!

You can do it somewhere far away like in a forest, hotel or some other place. That guarantees your family won't find you and likely won't even see your body. Just be careful not to be caught because they could think you are planning a shoot or suicide but I don't know your situation. It truly is painless, you instantly black out.

 

[eashanm]

Try getting SN or Cyanide. I think that might be your best bet

 

[dreamingofrest]

Try getting SN or Cyanide. I think that might be your best bet

Cyanide isn't peaceful at all… it's a very painful method from what I've heard.

 

[walkingdead2023]

Try getting SN or Cyanide. I think that might be your best bet

I can't order SN to US and Cyanide is painful.. thank you tho

Cyanide isn't peaceful at all… it's a very painful method from what I've heard.

I heard that too. Thank you so much

 

[eashanm]

Cyanide isn't peaceful at all… it's a very painful method from what I've heard.

Well, I'll be using Cyanide or Thiopental let's see. There's a movie about a guy taking cyanide for peaceful death - The sea inside. It kills very fast in less than a minute.

 

[walkingdead2023]

Well, I'll be using Cyanide or Thiopental let's see. There's a movie about a guy taking cyanide for peaceful death - the sea inside. It kills very fast in less than a minute.

From where you gonna get it?

 

[eashanm]

From where you gonna get it?

I have both Cyanide and Thiopental.

 

[walkingdead2023]

I have both Cyanide and Thiopental.

Do you sell or both for you? How did you access them?

 

[caninecomposer]

The difficulty with getting SN is making me consider an exit hood as the better alternative. Apparently it's possible to synthesize NaNO2 from NaNO3 (Nitrate) yourself at home, but I'm not sure what formal resources on that procedure are available.