I can't find any reason to live for myself

[TekkenPlayer]

Last night I had a panic attack as I went to bed because of the thought that after I go to sleep I will wake up with another meaningless day starting in my life. Another day where nothing of value happens. Another day where I can't find something to enjoy, something to look forward to, a goal to move towards
I'm still here because of my family because I don't want to do this to them, if it weren't for them I'd be a long goner

 

[Grav]

I'm in the same boat. My daughter started school again and I know ending myself would throw her all to shit. She's only got a few weeks left though. As for me life has been pretty much over and I'm just continuing to function rather than live for any reason.