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too busy scrolling to die
- May 5, 2026
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Every time I even feel the slightest bit of happiness, I get the thought "why are you even happy? you don't deserve to be happy" and im reminded of how shit my life is, and that I should just kill myself.. then I'm back to being miserable... like always. It's like my own mind is working against me.. I feel like i'm just too far gone now and there's nothing I can do to go back to being happy in my life. I'm at the point of no return.. i can't keep living like this.
