i cant do this

[awen]

it's awful
I miss him
it's hard
I can't do it without him
I want him
There is literally nothing else that I want
I don't want to say I like the fact that I want him
Why can't he just come
I need him
he knows this
I really need him
I want him to come here
I want to hug him
That is all I want
But why can't he come
He also wants to
doesn't he
but he is good
unlike me
I need him
I need him to make everything alright again
I'm ashamed
All I want is for him
I always wanted him
only him
I don't want any replies or anything
I just needed to puke emotions somewhere