I can't do this anymore

[Mvrd3rz]

I just want to CTB already but I can't, the only way I can do it is by either slitting my wrist or overdosing but I already tried overdosing several times and obviously it didn't work and although I'm a cutter, doing it deep enough to bleed out would probably hurt like hell and I don't really want to die in a painful way.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

may just mean it's not time for you to go yet. sorry you had to endure what you've been through and what you have to in the future. i can only hope you experience the little joys in the meantime.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really just so incredibly horrible how we cannot just leave this existence in peace in a guaranteed way, it's so cruel how it's this difficult to die and I understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here with no reliable way to cease existing. I hope that you eventually find what you are searching for.