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Mvrd3rz

Mvrd3rz

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Sep 9, 2023
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I just want to CTB already but I can't, the only way I can do it is by either slitting my wrist or overdosing but I already tried overdosing several times and obviously it didn't work and although I'm a cutter, doing it deep enough to bleed out would probably hurt like hell and I don't really want to die in a painful way.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
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may just mean it's not time for you to go yet. sorry you had to endure what you've been through and what you have to in the future. i can only hope you experience the little joys in the meantime.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,104
It's really just so incredibly horrible how we cannot just leave this existence in peace in a guaranteed way, it's so cruel how it's this difficult to die and I understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here with no reliable way to cease existing. I hope that you eventually find what you are searching for.
 
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