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Escapee

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Jan 14, 2023
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I am praying this to be my last attempt to end my life. I have two methods. One is hanging but injecting propofol immediately before it so I will knock out and don't feel anything while hanging. The other method is injecting lethal dose of propofol. I can't decide between the two. I prefer the propofol only method because I don't want my body to be found hanging. It would be best if I am found lying on my bed but I am not sure if I will be able to inject all the propofol needed for death I don't know how reliable iv drip would be even if I get it. Can you give any suggestion?
 
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John12

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Mar 31, 2023
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What country are you in? How did you get propofol?
 
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Departme

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I am praying this to be my last attempt to end my life. I have two methods. One is hanging but injecting propofol immediately before it so I will knock out and don't feel anything while hanging. The other method is injecting lethal dose of propofol. I can't decide between the two. I prefer the propofol only method because I don't want my body to be found hanging. It would be best if I am found lying on my bed but I am not sure if I will be able to inject all the propofol needed for death I don't know how reliable iv drip would be even if I get it. Can you give any suggestion?
Wow propfol you are lucky, I dream of the cream! Well either option can work but I suppose the noose method offers a guarantee in case you somehow come around from the higher dose and then its getting that dose in as its a quick acting drug. Another option is a bag around the head then take it. Whatever your choice I wish you peace, how did you come by this wonder solution if I may ask? If only it was available on the street then it would be a go to solution as opens up various options.
 
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Escapee

Student
Jan 14, 2023
163

What voluntary are you in? How did you get propofol?
I went to the psychiatrist and get a prescription paper for something other than propofol but I prescribe propofol under it and make it look like I have Been prescribed two things.
 
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lukas19

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Jan 17, 2023
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I went to the psychiatrist and get a prescription paper for something other than propofol but I prescribe propofol under it and make it look like I have Been prescribed two things.
Cheeky!!
 
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System28

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Oct 14, 2022
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I went to the psychiatrist and get a prescription paper for something other than propofol but I prescribe propofol under it and make it look like I have Been prescribed two things.
in my country is high controlled, only selled to hospitals for anesthesya, you got luck thats worked
 
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Escapee

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Jan 14, 2023
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in my country is high controlled, only selled to hospitals for anesthesya, you got luck thats worked
Thanks. With God I am hoping to die only from it. I wish I don't have to add hanging
 
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depressedlover

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I went to the psychiatrist and get a prescription paper for something other than propofol but I prescribe propofol under it and make it look like I have Been prescribed two things.
you deserve a treat from being cheeky
 
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TheSadStranger

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Mar 30, 2023
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I went to the psychiatrist and get a prescription paper for something other than propofol but I prescribe propofol under it and make it look like I have Been prescribed two things.
Real slick. I'm pretty good at forgery, but around here you couldn't get away with that because it's faxed/emailed to the pharmacy. I've thought about mousejacking my doctor's computer so I could change the prescription before it's sent, but it's too risky.

The propofol should do the trick, so hanging isn't necessary.

Make sure you're making a sound minded decision.

I hope only the best for you.
Stay safe
 
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girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
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If you put the noose right, you should black out in a matter of minutes and then the hanging is painless, but effective. I do however agree with you that someone founding you hanging is very nasty.
 
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NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
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I think with propofol you'd need an IV pump or some way to keep administering the drug as you lose consciousness. I'm not too familiar with the doses needed for an attempt, but I do know it's a powerful sedative used in anesthesia and in the ICU. Good luck whatever you decide on doing.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
In US, they don't fill prescriptions of propofol. But if you somehow obtained it, good for you.
 
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TheSadStranger

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Mar 30, 2023
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In US, they don't fill prescriptions of propofol. But if you somehow obtained it, good for you.
Well there always the forbidden medicine onion. I know someone who knows someone who can get you virtually any drug you need, but it's way more than I can afford.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
Well there always the forbidden medicine onion. I know someone who knows someone who can get you virtually any drug you need, but it's way more than I can afford.
Yeah, I think I'll take my chances with something else
 
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TheSadStranger

Out of time...
Mar 30, 2023
80
I have several guns but I'd rather have N or fent
Yeah I have quite a few other methods, but I plan to take some SN and have an analog clock wired to 2lbs of AP.

I'm not so sure about fent. I've heard it's not a great way to go.
 
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Escapee

Student
Jan 14, 2023
163
After doing some research I decided to use the propofol infusion method. I have no medical knowledge but I will follow procedures. My plan is to use some 80 mg of diazepam. 1hr later to inject ketamine but I don't know how many mg. All I need the ketamine is to reduce pain while the propofol infusion. Then I will inject lidocaine I don't know how maNy mg. Finally inject 2000 mg of propofol by iv infusion using 2 Iv bags and 4 Iv lines 1000mg propofol in each iv bags. I hope there will be no convulsions to dislocate the cannula. I still don't know the infusion rate I have to use my plan I'd to use maximum rate possible in all 4 lines. I don't know why rocuronium is advised in after propofol it Is used after propofol in assisted dying in one us state. But I don't know if I can find it even if I find it I can't use it after the propofol or can I mix it with the propofol? I am not a medical expert
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
What evidence.
It is very potent opioid used to treat pain, more potent than heroin or morphine. Used in hospital setting for severe pain. In fatal overdoses, it causes decreased level of consciousness, unresponsiveness, and then respiratory arrest.
 

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