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i cant blame no one but myself

ineedtogetout

ineedtogetout

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Aug 26, 2024
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i cant blame my body for torturing me, i cant blame the medical system for gaslighting me, dismissing me, mistreating me, heavily traumatising me, i cant blame being absolutely alone with zero help avenues to go to, because this world is criminal, not just a criminal but the biggest criminal i could not even ever imagine, all i can blame is myself, that i am still alive after i tried countless times to just press the fucking fentanyl spray bottle i have and end it all with it, but biologically there is something that doesnt let me do it, this world is the biggest criminal i could think of and its unreal, its been unreal suffering so badly for so long and asking help only for this help to stab me and stab me and stab for me to be a shadow of a person that suffers all day every fucking day and eventually i am unable to end this horror show for so long
 
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