I can’t believe it’s actually happening

[Ihatemylife6]

I'm not sure if I'll post a goodbye thread when I do it. But I can't believe it's happening, I feel it it's over and I can't cope. I've been crying every second of the day, I wish it wasn't like this. Things have happened to me, that are extremely extremely rare that are awful. And affect almost nobody, Iike clearly has nothing in store for me but more misery. My health conditions will kill me anyway, I have no support, and nobody cares about me.

It'll be over soon for me, I'm counting down the days until it happens. I hope no one else is going through this, no one deserves this misery. Absolutely nobody. It makes me sick to my stomach. I don't have much time left anyway I suppose, we'll even less now. I feel death approaching and I can't live my last days in peace either. Torture all around

 

[opheliaoveragain]

You're right. No one fucking deserves this. Hoping you can find relief soon. Wishing you the best.

 

[escape_from_hell]

I hope you get peace. It is sad you are going through this.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

You're right. No one fucking deserves this. Hoping you can find relief soon. Wishing you the best.

And if you need to chat, my messages are open.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible and dreadful what you go through, it truly is so immensely cruel how people suffer so unbearably in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[ForgottenAgain]

I'm sorry you're living in so much pain. Having a rare health condition must feel so isolating...it's own kind of torment.

I hope your last days can be a bit more peaceful, even if just a tiny bit. You deserve peace

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry for everything you have to endure. I hope you can find peace.

 

[smaragdyne]

This universe hurts most those who feel it most strongly. At least this is what I've come to believe. There's no justice or fairness in any of it. One either gets to live blissfully ignorant or writhing in pain, it seems...

I hope you find the peace you deserve.

 

[kyhoti]

My health conditions will kill me anyway, I have no support, and nobody cares about

I feel death approaching and I can't live my last days in peace either. Torture all around

I feel this. Every day I get a little sicker, a little weaker. The sand is running out. You're not alone in this, at least in the fact that there are people who are in the same boat. May you find the peace you seek.

 

[aeolian_ursus]

I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I hope you find something to help you. Do you have any hobbies to maybe fall back on?