Zegers
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2021
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I'm sorry to hear that. 2024 is almost over though and I did nothing lolI don't feel that time passes so quickly. That might be just me though. And I don't know why that is. 2014 was a very bad year for me. But I did get diagnosed with autism and that brought some hope. I hoped things would change. Sadly it didn't really work out. It feels like a different life, like I was a profoundly different person back then. My life was so different. And I absolutely wouldn't want to go back. Even though I'm not happy now either.
I can't believe that 2025 is next year. Like wtaf…it still feels like 2018 to me, I swear2024 being ten years ago doesn't phase me anymore but when 2015 is ten years ago that's when I know I'm going to feel really bad about it.
This year has gone by too fastI can't believe that 2025 is next year. Like wtaf…it still feels like 2018 to me, I swear
2019 at least had stuff going for it but realizing that was half a decade ago also hurts.I can't believe that 2025 is next year. Like wtaf…it still feels like 2018 to me, I swear
I don't want a future though. I've never wanted one. Even as a kid, I never wanted to grow up. I never wanted to be an adult or live out adulthood. Sadly, I was forced toMaybe it has something to do with the fact that you are unsure of your growth and your future. In a way, I understand that. Sometimes I miss the past, but on the other hand, if I were to repeat the same events again by going back to the past, I would probably be disappointed because nothing new could happen. After all, I can do more or less the same things that I enjoyed back then.
What is your idea of growing up? These mental images usually come either from parents or elsewhere from the growing environment.I don't want a future though. I've never wanted one. Even as a kid, I never wanted to grow up. I never wanted to be an adult or live out adulthood. Sadly, I was forced to