I cannot keep going.

[DivineSpark]

I am sorry my dear mother and friends. I am very close to CTB. There is no hope, every month gets worse.

 

[bankai]

Ahh dude.You and I are pretty similar. Try to hold on for some time, but I can understand if you really need to.It's not my place to convince either for or against.

 

[DivineSpark]

Ahh dude.You and I are pretty similar. Try to hold on for some time, but I can understand if you really need to.It's not my place to convince either for or against.

I have so many good things in life, so many blessings. I have good circle of friends, my parents are loving and kind. Yet...I find my situation in life, unbearable. I guess it is time for comfort eating...only thing which brings me any pleasure in life...

 

[bankai]

I have so many good things in life, so many blessings. I have good circle of friends, my parents are loving and kind. Yet...I find my situation in life, unbearable. I guess it is time for comfort eating...only thing which brings me any pleasure in life...

Same thing here. There's just no more joy. I'm just praying for death. I would rather die a normal death instead of having to take the bus.I'm in very good health though. So I just know that's not going to happen anytime soon

I have everything I could ever want. Sadly, I don't derive any more joy from anything.

 

[sambrosia]

I am sorry my dear mother and friends. I am very close to CTB. There is no hope, every month gets worse.

I understand. I am tired of fighting too. It's just about 2 decades' worth of thoughts that started at 10/11. It feels like it's not going to change and I'm tired of trying.

Not fully ready to part with life but getting closer every day. I feel terribly for my mom as well, but it feels unfair to myself to keep on going like this.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I also suffer so much, I wish you the best.