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qualityOV3Rquantity

qualityOV3Rquantity

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
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I am so sick, so fucking sick. My digestive system is totally fucked, it doesn't work right, it causes me constant fucking pain, I feel like I'm going to have diarrhea all the time, I am borderline incontinent, the doctors can't fucking help me, my counselor tells me to accept living like this, fuck him i hope he gets this condition too so he knows it's not something you can fucking accept or live with, no one can help me, I'm fucking dying and no one can help me, fuck this all, i need it to be fucking over fuck fuck fuck fuck oh my fuicmking god make it fuckijg stoooop
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,088
It's so horrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing, personally I find it so cruel how people are expected to suffer no matter what even if they are tortured in extreme agony. But anyway best wishes, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
884
It's the worst when they tell you that you have to accept living like this. Like wtf. Why are some strangers deciding what quality of life I am supposed to be ok with? They're not living my life, I am. They're not the ones having to suffer, I am. So why do they get to decide?
 
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sariff

sariff

Member
May 27, 2024
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did you take any antibiotics before developing your condition? have you tested for c. diff infection?
 
Sailor_saturn

Sailor_saturn

New Member
Jun 19, 2022
1
Im sorry your suffering. Hope you find peace and comfort soon
 

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