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I can undo my mistakes(reason I wanna ctb) but I don’t know wether all the fighting is even worth it.

ZoloftSüchtig

ZoloftSüchtig

It wasn’t supposed to be like this
Apr 9, 2023
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I have hope that I can undo my mistakes. The thing is it will take time. I have the will to live if I was happy. But I'm not happy. I suffer and I will continue to suffer for quite some time until I can get to a point where I've undone all the mistakes. It's just that I'm unsure if it's worth it to continue to suffer and suffer for a few more years for this. I'm so done and I wanna rest. I think I'd be more happy after I've undone those mistakes but honestly, I'm unsure if I ever really will be fine. This has caused me so much trauma and suffering, I don't think I can forget it all because I've undone these mistakes I made. I wanna be happy right now and if I can't be happy RIGHT NOW and stay happy too, then is it really worth it to continue to live? What is life even. What even is life. What?!
 
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