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theboy

theboy

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I'm nervous but it's reliable
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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from Peru or Mexico ? Beware of scams
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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I can obtain it legally
So you're a vet or someone who work in a hospital ? I've already been scammed with N but if I could get a little genuine bottle in hand, I could pay a lot for that (like many people here...)
 
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LettinGooo

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Sep 22, 2025
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Lucky you
 
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theboy

theboy

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So you're a vet or someone who work in a hospital ? I've already been scammed with N but if I could get a little genuine bottle in hand, I could pay a lot for that (like many people here...)
I am not a vet or doc
But I will have the bottle soon.
 
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idiotmother

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Mar 21, 2025
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No joke
It happens to be more accessible in South America.
That's where you live then? Sounds so nice. That's good that you have access to the most preferred method. Painless, wish I had some ;(.
 
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Galahad

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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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N is the gold standard, the best we have. Good for you. Hope it works out for you. I wouldn't be honest if I didn't say I wish it were me.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
In a truly civilized world everyone should have the possibility to get nembutal even for free. They give it to animals but why not for humans. It pisses me off that some shit politicians who live like kings at least in Germany (10.000€ +monthly income) have the damn power over us to decide wether its ok or not to do euthanasia
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
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You mean actual Nembutal or Halatal ? And you sourced it from which country ? Just the country not the specifics.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
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I am not a vet or doc
But I will have the bottle soon.
You need bottles, not bottle, as i know you are from SA then a brand name there is Halatal and it is in 50 ml bottles which U will need at least three.
No joke
It happens to be more accessible in South America.
Can be, because it was very quiet last year. There was no CTB by N in Peru last times, at least noone that i know from here, the sources was very limited. That means gov is not so much restricted about it. It is all thanks to people who did not compromize sources to anyone and everywhere.
 
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boredout

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Aug 29, 2025
34
So tempting to just pack my bags and go hunting for some N over there.
Congrats on the haul.
 
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Willy Wonka

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Dec 15, 2021
212
I wish you were a tiny bit more specific. this post is rather mysterious to me...
 
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orbwithinorb

Experienced
Aug 4, 2024
200
wym? i'm from South America and that is pretty hard to find. Where did you get it from?
I think I had a lead in Peru, are you near there? Also are you speaking from experience about it being hard to find - as in you've gone to stores/vets looking for it but couldn't find any?
 
memento-mori

memento-mori

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Jul 1, 2025
379
is it possible to get N through customs? ik it's illegal but is it possible to sneak it through to bring home?
im not able to travel currently but i want to know for the future
 

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