Venting I can do anything right not even this

[not a fish]

Looking at all these threads with perfectly planned out methods I get so jealous of y'all.
I live in Ontario Canada and by far my preferred method is something chemical, (SN or anything like that really) but there nearly impossible to buy! Nothing in the country will sell it and the one thing I did order form overseas didn't make it past customs.
At this point I might just Google highest bridges and do it that way.

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

Looking at all these threads with perfectly planned out methods I get so jealous of y'all.
I live in Ontario Canada and by far my preferred method is something chemical, (SN or anything like that really) but there nearly impossible to buy! Nothing in the country will sell it and the one thing I did order form overseas didn't make it past customs.
At this point I might just Google highest bridges and do it that way.

That's my dream method just jumling into a body of water. Unfortunately I can't drive due to a disablity.

 

[thehorizons]

Looking at all these threads with perfectly planned out methods I get so jealous of y'all.
I live in Ontario Canada and by far my preferred method is something chemical, (SN or anything like that really) but there nearly impossible to buy! Nothing in the country will sell it and the one thing I did order form overseas didn't make it past customs.
At this point I might just Google highest bridges and do it that way.

Out of curiosity, are you exploring Nitrogen gas? If so, are you finding it difficult to obtain?

 

[not a fish]

Out of curiosity, are you exploring Nitrogen gas? If so, are you finding it difficult to obtain?

I haven't most do to the fact I live with my family and that is a lot harder to hide.
But with my Little bit of Googling it doesn't seem that hard but idk

 

[thehorizons]

I haven't most do to the fact I live with my family and that is a lot harder to hide.
But with my Little bit of Googling it doesn't seem that hard but idk

I'm faced with the same problem, not to mention the difficulty of setting it up. It's like the next N.

 

[Bishop]

Looking at all these threads with perfectly planned out methods I get so jealous of y'all.
I live in Ontario Canada and by far my preferred method is something chemical, (SN or anything like that really) but there nearly impossible to buy! Nothing in the country will sell it and the one thing I did order form overseas didn't make it past customs.
At this point I might just Google highest bridges and do it that way.

Jumping is scary. Though I guess every method has its own set of scary factors

 

[not a fish]

Jumping is scary. Though I guess every method has its own set of scary factors

I think death will always be a little scary, there's only so much you can do to desensitize yourself.
Not even mentioning the fear around the sequences for failure. That's what get's me the worst

 

[Bishop]

I don't think for me it's death I fear. It's getting there. I lack the courage for any of the methods.

 

[thehorizons]

I can relate to the fear of failure, even with jumping. Someone on here mentioned they survived eight stories high and was disabled for life. She went out with SN though in the end cause of all the disabilities. I guess, it has to be higher than 8 stories high. Like really really high.

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

Friend, if you wish to ensure a binary outcome, then you're going to have to learn patience and discipline, even if it takes years, otherwise... you are not ready.

Therefore, as Suncha Ferriera from The Victus Group would say, "control the things you can control, one step at a time," for whoever has, to them more will be given until they have it abundantly, but those that do not have, even what they think they have will be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)

 

[not a fish]

Friend, if you wish to ensure a binary outcome, then you're going to have to learn patience and discipline, even if it takes years, otherwise... you are not ready.

Therefore, as Suncha Ferriera from The Victus Group would say, "control the things you can control, one step at a time," for whoever has, to them more will be given until they have it abundantly, but those that do not have, even what they think they have will be taken from them. (Matthew 13:12)

What are you talking about???
Why are you quoting the Bible?

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

What are you talking about???
Why are you quoting the Bible?

Don't ask me, I'm not the one envying others for things beyond my control.

 

[TheAngelBornInHell]

Don't ask me, I'm not the one envying others for things beyond my control.

this isnt reddit why are you trying to sound philosophical and mysterious

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

this isnt reddit why are you trying to sound philosophical and mysterious

You shouldn't concern yourself with the minds of others.

 

[Hollowman]

You shouldn't concern yourself with the minds of others.

You should go away you're annoying af.

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

You should go away you're annoying af.

All the more reason for me to perish.

1. "You cannot please everyone; control the things you can control." ~Suncha Ferreira (Victus Group)/Mark 8:36, Matthew 13:12

2. The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

3. The world hates liabilities, and would rather they not exist, as much as the rules dictate that all life is inherently valuable. (Proverbs 25:17)

• Even in a community of liabilities, there is no place for a liability. (John 15:18)

Therefore, as much as I desire to live, and that a world without me would be awfully dull and grey, this isn't up to me; if I die, I die; though my father, mother, and the whole world forsake me, the Lord will bring me up. (Esther 4:11, Psalm 27:10)