Discussion I came here for answers

[MyShadow]

Like some of you, I came here for answers. I have so many questions about about CTB so I can do it successfully and without suffering or creating trauma for someone else. I am new to this forum, and I've posted and read posts every day, sometimes multiple times per day since joining a few days ago because there is so much to know and understand.

But the reality set in on the first day. There are no easy answers. Each person and method is different, so success rates vary. I learned that each of these posts is monitored out of fear of having this site shut down, so I'm learning the phrases and initials needed to avoid that possibility. I do this out of respect for both the site and the community within. I am simply here to learn.

Time is running out for me because my circumstances are going from bad and getting worse. I have no family support and my mental health is deteriorating. Healthcare is out of reach for me and my financial situation has gotten worse in the past year with no signs of improving.

While I have so many fears, I appreciate those who have shared their own fears and offered support. I am grateful for this community and all of its members. I wish you all peace in your journey.

 

[Fish-Holder]

I'm here as well to learn everything about suicide, good thing forums like this is here. Without SS I'd made an ineffective ctb attempt and end up hurt instead of dead. I'm sorry to hear your story, life is cruel. Stay strong

 

[MyShadow]

I'm here as well to learn everything about suicide, good thing forums like this is here. Without SS I'd made an ineffective ctb attempt and end up hurt instead of dead. I'm sorry to hear your story, life is cruel. Stay strong

I haven't been here for long, just a few days but each day I've learned something new. It takes time to weed through the serious posts and those who are merely seeking attention or not serious about CTB, but if you dig deep enough and are patient, you will learn a lot.

Yet I am sad that you too are suffering enough to be here, and I hope that whatever your path may be, you find the peace that you need.

Thank you for the response.

 

[Off_Switch]

Unfortunately, the only people who can really answer our questions are already on the bus.

 

[MyShadow]

Unfortunately, the only people who can really answer our questions are already on the bus.

I hope they achieved the peace they (and we) desperately sought.