I bought the stuff to blood choke

[Braindead Atheist]

Well I did it...I bought what I need to kill myself with. I'm planning on doing it in a couple months or next time things get bad and i have a good space where I can't be found and saves. I am confused, Do you put the bags on your arteries and then secure them with the gorilla tape? Or do you tape around the neck super tight and then put the bags over?

 

[Secrets1]

I never heard blood choke. Looks like a more precise version of the "night night" method. Just thinking about it, it's probably bags under tape. The bags to put pressure on the carotid causing pass out, without strangling causing a spazz out while conscious.

 

[NeverEndingPain]

My understanding after reading the nite nite method mega thread is that you place the bags on your neck and then use the tape to hold them in place.

I never heard blood choke. Looks like a more precise version of the "night night" method. Just thinking about it, it's probably bags under tape. The bags to put pressure on the carotid causing pass out, without strangling causing a spazz out while conscious.

This is the nite nite method. Probably just another name for it.

 

[Braindead Atheist]

Thanks everyone for your help with the ctb process. I got fired today for not being capable and my parents are forcing me to get another job and won't except that I can't do it. I am so fucking done. I'm going to ctb after my dead friend's fundraiser for foster adopt that I'm doing.

I have no other purpose in this life after that. There's nothing for me here. My life is trash. I'm tired of trying to make something (aka life) work when it wasn't going to any way. This is the only place where I feel heard, welcome, understood and unjudged. I knew there's no other side but I don't really give a shit because I never want to see or interact with people again.

In the oblivion it's all over, everything balanced out, it's neutral, it's peaceful, it's ok, which things never are here. I promise myself that I'm going to free myself forever by the time I'm 25. I want to do this after the fundraiser. My life is worthless to me. The good memories are now bitter because of everything that happened. I get mad at people for BSing me and just lose it. That's why my memories at oak park are bitter.

I wish it never happened. For holy spirit they are bitter because of the mean principal. I feel like there's no mental safe place for me. I'm alone, everything feels bitter, i feel burnt out, I wish I were someone else. I wish I had a brain. I don't feel attached to this life anymore.

Nothing is holding me here accept my goal to do an aerial cartwheel and my fear of failing ctb and getting brain damage (worse than I already am).

I love to tumble, but eventually I'll get bored of it and my body is already falling apart. I blew out my l5 disk, my right hip is 20.16mm higher and pushed forward.
My right shoulder is higher too, my elbows hurt, my neck is pushed to far forward, my right knee was causing me pain, but feels better now, my thys feel really tight and sore and a muscle in my left shoulder is torn.

I can't do a back walkover anymore and I miss it a lot. There's nothing here for me. I hope to ctb soon, fade out into oblivion and forget all that's ever happened to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life does just seem to be endless problems and suffering, and I understand the feeling of being so tired of everything. I also feel like there is nothing here for me in this world. I haven't heard of anyone succeeding with the Night Night method but I guess that if it does work then it's always another option to leave this world. I hope that you find freedom from what you are going through.