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Canttakeitanymore

Student
Feb 11, 2021
182
I just cnat fucking take it anymore
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
If He/She/It exists, they will kill us sooner or later.
Death is patiently waiting for all of us.
Still, I know that feeling of wanting to die ASAP.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Kind of proves my point that there is no god. And if there is, we're so insignificant, that it will never so much as raise a finger to help our species.
 
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Swampy

Antinatalist
Mar 7, 2021
30
I've prayed for death years already and I'm still here. Meanwhile my little brother got killed in an accident last year. He loved his life and had it violently taken away just before his 16th birthday. There are no godly morals behind who lives and dies in this world. If we want out we have to CTB ourselves.
 
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Dizzy_Dreams

Dizzy_Dreams

I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.
Jun 25, 2020
297
I've prayed for death years already and I'm still here. Meanwhile my little brother got killed in an accident last year. He loved his life and had it violently taken away just before his 16th birthday. There are no godly morals behind who lives and dies in this world. If we want out we have to CTB ourselves.

Do you think there's life after death or no?
 
gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
308
I think about this all the time actually. Don't have the guts at the moment to just off myself but I'm praying all the time for God to just end it for me. Thank God for all you people. I can't talk about this shit with anyone else in my real life because of obvious reasons.
 
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Swampy

Swampy

Antinatalist
Mar 7, 2021
30
Do you think there's life after death or no?
Nobody truly knows what's after death, but I think that if there is an afterlife it won't really be us in it. Our brain stays with our body so we would have an entirely new consciousness and never remember our old life.
 
contemplatingjaahil

contemplatingjaahil

Done.
Nov 25, 2019
72
I prayed for this for many years.
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
I've tried this but he doesn't seem to be listening.
 
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EmptyManForever

My wings were cut and now I can fly no more!
Oct 3, 2020
141
I feel like people who wanna die(like myself) tend to live longer ,my life has been hell for years , it still is , I also have prayed God to please just end my life, but nothing, I've had enough of this life, but if there's a God he probably want me to suffer more, it's like no mercy, it's also ironic that some people who love life die younger, it's like the opposite of what we want happens, I dunno but if I dont ctb I'll have to suffer for at least another 50-60 years
 
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BandAddict

BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
I do this sometimes when I'm severely desperate. Whatever it is out there, and I beg to be taken away from here. Nothing.

I'm sorry you're in so much pain.
 
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Lost21

Student
Sep 24, 2018
188
I go to bed every night hoping that I never wake up. I have lost faith in God
 
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Toptock

Experienced
Jun 6, 2020
292
God doesn't exist. If they did, the smartest thing would be to take those who suffer, not allow it to permeate the universe, poisoning all that is good.

Unless suffering exists so people can have better lives, in which case it only confirms that we are only good for suffering so those with it better off can exist. That's not a system i choose to exist in. I won't be altruistic for those who'd take advantage and abuse that fact.

Think of all the people who do horrible things "because they can." You die so they can get paid more or get away with murder. It's a heartless universe and I'd stab it's heart if i could. But above all, fuck the concept of God.
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
I go to bed every night hoping that I never wake up. I have lost faith in God
I do the same, and every night I ask Him to take me, and every morning I wake up.

Either He doesn't exist or He hates me.

Unless He has big plans for me, but He's taking His time to make them apparent. So I think He has none for me, so either He doesn't exist or He hates me.
 
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toobrokenforlife

toobrokenforlife

Member
Feb 15, 2021
17
I used to pray stuff like that all the time when I was still a Christian. It's part of what made me stop believing since no loving God would create me, and if they did they would at least let me die.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
I spend much of my waking moments just wishing I'd die. My 2 grown kids and dogs have kept me going. I suppose at this point if it weren't for knowing that no one would be here to care for the dogs until someone found me, I wouldnt still be here. And I suppose I just dont have the guts to off myself.
I do hold on that there is an afterlife and I really hope I'll see people I've lost again and not be reincarnated as a fucking rock in a desert
 
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justtiredofit

Member
Feb 14, 2022
77
I begged/prayed for help and it was never granted. I beg/pray for death and it hasn't happened. No one can be 100% sure of what the heck exists or doesn't exist out there, but at this stage if there is a higher power he's a jerk.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,339
I do not believe that there even is a God. We are only here because of evolution. Life is just an unnecessary and pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it, it is completely meaningless. I do wish to die in my sleep every night but I am very unlucky as I always wake up the next day. It does comfort me that death will come no matter what someday, but the thought of suffering for many more years is a horrible thought. I just want to be free from this life.
 
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