i am tired

[faraway_sayu]

honestly, everyday when i wake up, my first thought is "i need today to be over." idk if it sounds stupid, but one of my biggest reasons to ctb is that i wouldn't be tired anymore. i am so tired. mentally and physically. i am so exhausted i feel borderline bedridden, the only thing i still force myself to do is go to work, because i need the money. that's it. my life is a never ending list of unfinished tasks since i just don't have the energy to do anything anymore. i'm not old but i feel 80 with how often i need to just lie in bed and do nothing. if i could sleep forever i would…

 

[Uncounted1846]

I relate so much to the eternal exhaustion. Right now, as I type, I've been awake since Wednesday morning and I cannot fall asleep. it's one of my inherited genetic traits.

Kudos for still having the ability to show up for work! I got fired after three days at my last job because I couldn't stay awake at my desk.

 

[faraway_sayu]

I relate so much to the eternal exhaustion. Right now, as I type, I've been awake since Wednesday morning and I cannot fall asleep. it's one of my inherited genetic traits.

Kudos for still having the ability to show up for work! I got fired after three days at my last job because I couldn't stay awake at my desk.

i feel that too. always tired, yet can never fall asleep. it feels like a sick joke tbh

thank u. i try not to let my coworkers down, but the second i get home i'm not getting out of bed until my next shift. sorry you got fired ; (◞‸◟)

 

[Uncounted1846]

i feel that too. always tired, yet can never fall asleep. it feels like a sick joke tbh

thank u. i try not to let my coworkers down, but the second i get home i'm not getting out of bed until my next shift. sorry you got fired ; (◞‸◟)

Jokes on them I got to collect unemployment because it was circumstantial at best and they couldn't fight my claim.

 

[BumbleBees]

honestly, everyday when i wake up, my first thought is "i need today to be over." idk if it sounds stupid, but one of my biggest reasons to ctb is that i wouldn't be tired anymore. i am so tired. mentally and physically. i am so exhausted i feel borderline bedridden, the only thing i still force myself to do is go to work, because i need the money. that's it. my life is a never ending list of unfinished tasks since i just don't have the energy to do anything anymore. i'm not old but i feel 80 with how often i need to just lie in bed and do nothing. if i could sleep forever i would…

God do I feel this. The bone-deep, soul crushing exhaustion really wears you down. I don't have any advice, I just heavily relate to this sentiment. It's awful. Living just to sleep.