
fox_wannabe
Enlightened
- Jul 7, 2021
- 1,112
I just feel so tired by all the responsibilities and things I need to learn and commuting and all of that shit. My levels of energy are very low by default I feel like I could sleep all day but I can't. I used to be able to work hard and go to gym but now I just can't even go outside after I get back home. I feel a bit depressed lately. Just this low state of depression that keeps me down but lets me get high from time to time. Everything is a bit stressful and repetitive at the same time and I feel I am stuck in perpetual cycle of "I need to get through this week" because every week steals a tiny bit from me and I cannot get It back. I am loosing drive every week to do shit and to outside world I look lazier from week to week, while I just struggle to keep It together.