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thatrandomlineguy

thatrandomlineguy

tired
Mar 28, 2025
46
I was venting to a friend about how hard it is to be alive ect and probably said something to warrant this and i'm not innocent but holy shit this hurt so bad. I am trying to hard to get better man. IMG 6074
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
I am sorry they were not there to listen to you and comfort you in that moment. Sometimes we want to be heard but they just criticized you for the pain you feel and blaming it on you which is mean, especially as you are trying to get better. I am sorry they don't see your effort.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Im sorry it hurts when friends dont understand makes you feel alone in this world
 
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Scenegirlshooter

Scenegirlshooter

numb and dumb.
Aug 21, 2024
36
It makes my BLOOD run fucking cold when assholes reply to people like this,
Theyre fucking assholes.
 
thatrandomlineguy

thatrandomlineguy

tired
Mar 28, 2025
46
I am sorry they were not there to listen to you and comfort you in that moment. Sometimes we want to be heard but they just criticized you for the pain you feel and blaming it on you which is mean, especially as you are trying to get better. I am sorry they don't see your effort.
She knows i want so badly to get better but idek anymore i kinda wanna ctb
 
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tradecode62

Member
Sep 30, 2022
32
She knows i want so badly to get better but idek anymore i kinda wanna ctb
Yeah well the bottom line is she doesn't want to talk to you anymore, And that is her decision.

I'm gonna guess that you call her up and tell her how difficult it is for you to be depressed and she finally got tired of listening to you and she said move on.

The truth is, nobody in this world.Really gives two shits less if you commit suicide.

But she's not saying that to you.. She's saying that you don't want to get better and she's tired of listening to it.

Just the way that you say that you "kinda" wanna suicide, nah, she sees right through that.

I did study counseling
 
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thatrandomlineguy

thatrandomlineguy

tired
Mar 28, 2025
46
Yeah well the bottom line is she doesn't want to talk to you anymore, And that is her decision.

I'm gonna guess that you call her up and tell her how difficult it is for you to be depressed and she finally got tired of listening to you and she said move on.

The truth is, nobody in this world.Really gives two shits less if you commit suicide.

But she's not saying that to you.. She's saying that you don't want to get better and she's tired of listening to it.

Just the way that you say that you "kinda" wanna suicide, nah, she sees right through that.

I did study counseling
what do you mean about the last part?
 
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tradecode62

Member
Sep 30, 2022
32
the comment about me saying kinda
OK, so your lady friend.Don't want to talk to you and now you want me to explain it to you?

I don't really care what you think.

Truth is , you can never tell on somebody Is is serious about suicide.

Sometimes people are smiling and laughing right up until the last minute

my bad.
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,471
We really do kind of live in our own world. Id just say you need to work on you for you. Dont look to other people as inspiration. If recovery is gonna be meaningful its because you care about you. Really sappy I know, but its the truth. If we are willing do die for ourselves; recovery can only be for ourselves.
 

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