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Parnate

Mage
Dec 16, 2021
588
I have been here since may 2021 , all through these years there was some hope, a little spirit in me that kept me going. But now there is nothing. There's only a void and tremendous pain. I can feel a hole in my heart, an emptiness .
 
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Nobodi

Nobodi

Student
Sep 24, 2024
127
I'm sorry you feel that way. I get ups and downs but i realize their really not much to life. Just a shit load of bullshit nothing really worth striving for. Your only love for what you have and you always have to be on the lookout if someone tries to betray you. I don't think love exist im not only speaking in a romantic way im in a ginune way
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
I have similar feelings. I'm sitting here on a sunny Sunday afternoon with time on my hands. There is absolutely nothing appealing to me that I want to do.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,516
I really understand finding it painful to exist, to me existing is just so futile and torturous and I'd never wish for any of this, it's cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I'm sorry you have to suffer, I wish you the best.
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
593
I'm sorry :( The emptyness is surprisingly heavy
 
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