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almondmilk

almondmilk

half man half amazing
Mar 7, 2023
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i just need a little motivation to do it, maybe a good resource also to get sn or cyanide ( it's urgent plsss help and take it seriously)
i don't want to be here anymore
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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You can't expect people to motivate you, that's just wrong. SN is an easily available resource. I don't know about cyanide.

I know it's not what you want to hear and it sounds cold.I am really sorry you are suffering.😔
 
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bqueenorange1

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Jun 13, 2025
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Sodium nitrate with and A? Is that ? Also how do you do it just drink it?
 
GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
341
i just need a little motivation to do it, maybe a good resource also to get sn or cyanide ( it's urgent plsss help and take it seriously)
i don't want to be here anymore
The only motivation for suicide there is, is despair and hopelessness.

And those are things that people can give you, yes, but not here.

Suicide is an escape, not a sport or trend...
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad
however you decide
I wish you the best ❤️‍🩹
 
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almondmilk

almondmilk

half man half amazing
Mar 7, 2023
112
You can't expect people to motivate you, that's just wrong. SN is an easily available resource. I don't know about cyanide.

I know it's not what you want to hear and it sounds cold.I am really sorry you are suffering.😔
actually in romania is not that easy
The only motivation for suicide there is, is despair and hopelessness.

And those are things that people can give you, yes, but not here.

Suicide is an escape, not a sport or trend...
not really? i just want the resources for the 2 substances, and motivation i say in the sense of lacking the basics to do it, if it does make sense
 
bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
2,340
actually in romania is not that easy
Fair enough I guess.I don't take your situation lately. Ultimately, our governments control our fates, I suppose. I hope you can find and end to your suffering in either life or death.
 

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